My Confession

Back From Indefinite Hiatus

2010-08-02T23:03:00.004+08:00

Confession(s) of the day:

I made a promise with myself, if I were ever to start schooling again, I'd go back from my indefinite hiatus.

So here I am once again :)

Update: I'm Still Alive WTF

2010-04-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Confession(s) of the day:

I don't think anybody cares anyway.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK JUNGMIN! LOVE YA ♥♥♥

FLAME Disbanded?!?

2010-03-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

It was supposed to be a happy day today, because I finally finished cleaning my room after 4 long days (lazy much!) but.......

FLAME's Message → http://flame.vision-blog.jp/archives/1257939.html

Confession(s) of the day:

To be honest, I wanted to type a lengthy, cheesy entry revolving around how I knew FLAME, how knowing FLAME made me fell in love more with Japanese pop music, how knowing FLAME let me met amazing individuals across the globe (Chyuu, Pammu, Sukina, and the others!), how knowing FLAME had bloomed my interest in graphic design... - but words seemed to have failed me now.

Best wishes for all of the FLAME boys - Yusuke, Hisato, Yu and Seigo (and not forgetting Kyohei heeee). FLAME may have disbanded, but for me, FLAME will always be my #1.

Anyway, imma gonna play Super Puzzle Fighter II Turbo now

Yak Yak Yak Fak

2010-02-25T08:57:00.001+08:00

When I badly needed some help, no one bothers to offer a hand. When it's already too late, everyone will go 'OH WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK ME EARLIER?!'. What is this bullshit you're trying to throw at me?

At this moment, I'm very pissed at a certain somebody. When I asked for help from this particular person, they wouldn't bother but to make things worse. Yet when this person wanted ME to help, they will bother me to no end. WHAT THE FUCK, right?

Not too long ago, I approached this person as to make sure whether I'm on the right track or not. Instead, this person directed me to the FAQs section and accused me of being stupid. Sial banar. And recently, I approached the same person again and instead of telling me the solution, this person answered, 'Oh you'll know when it happens to you'. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK YOU FUCKING FUCKER.

It makes me really upset because it's unfair, you know. So this person can ask for help from me, but when it comes to my turn, they won't bother to do so. It's not like I'm asking something in return, but it's common courtesy, you know. People help each other. It's not like I'm asking you to kill someone or rob a bank or something. I'm just asking for guidance - is that too much?

What more I hate about this particular someone is, they kept on telling everyone, 'OH I HAS FEELINGS TOO YA NOE'. But this person itself is inconsiderate towards the others' feelings (especially MINE!). You can't expect everyone to be nice with you, if you don't do the same to the others.

Confession(s) of the day:

There's still so many things that I wanted to rant, but I'm so fucking pissed that I can't think properly.

Oh btw, if you think I'm talking about you - FUCK YOU.

My 22nd

2010-02-16T19:26:00.006+08:00

It's my birthday today!! So go wish me a happily ever after life LOLL

Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and unfortunately to those who wished me a blast one too bad it's just like an ordinary day today hyuuuu~~ The only highlight of my day is eating the buttermilk chicken my mom especially cooked for me!! The taste was exquisite! Nyaman brabis ahhh sampai ku makan pun pakai tangan nie wah hahahaha

Dammit ah nobody gave me free ticket(s) to Japan OMGBBQ~!!!!11

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I made this for myself LOLL

Happy (Belated) Birthday, Meself!!

It's Yurika's family portrait!!!

Left to right: Yotsuya (1st son), Yuka (Mother), Yudai (Father), Yusuke (2nd son)

Front: Yurika (1st/Only??! daughter)

lol yeah I realized their names started with Y 8DD It's intentional coz I like the letter Y :3

This is taken on Yuka-mama's birthday. The U. family will have their family portrait taken on every family member's birthday. For future reference:

U.'s family Birthdays
Yudai - haven't decided when his birthday is LOL
Yuka - February 16th (same as mine ahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKA-MAMA!!)
Yotsuya - January 1st
Yusuke - April 18th
Yurika - February 14th

Damn took me so long to finish this one D: I swear I won't lukis men/boy wearing suits unless I handal already! The colour has been altered coz the original one looks so bida. And yeah I know more fail anatomy LALALA And I know Yurika's parents look so young!! Especially Yuka-mama! In this portrait she's supposed to be 37 WTF Yudai-papa is uhh 39-40 I forgot how many years older he is than Yuka-mama XD So this means that when this photo was taken they're:

Yudai - 39-40 years old
Yuka - 37 years old
Yotsuya - 18 years old
Yusuke - 9-10 years old (coz not his birthday yet :P)
Yurika - 7 years old

Resources: sxc.hu for both background & frame, and meago for Yuka & Yurika's attire (changed a bit coz I can't draw ufufufu)

I think both of Yurika's brothers are handsome ahahhaha Yurika isn't as cute as I expected her to be D: And Yuka-mama is so hot!!!! No comment on Yudai-papa LOLL

Ok bye bye!

Confession(s) of the day:

And the other highlight of the day is seeing Kyohei's face in his blog LOL I dunno ah but I can't see anything wrong with your eyes Kyohei ah XD

V-Day

2010-02-14T10:16:00.003+08:00

It's Valentine's Day today and also it's.........

YURIKA'S BIRTHDAY!!!

誕生日おめでとう、ゆりか-ちゃん！

Mommy wuvs you forever more baby~~~!!

Lookie I draw especially for Yurika's birthday!

Clicku for biggu piccu chuu!

And I color and shade it too OMGBBQZZ!!!!!11

*WHAT AN ACHIEVEMENT AHAHA*

XD Actually the picture is half of its original size. Resized it because I thought it looked better this way LOL The shading still look like shit though DX But overall I think I did a good job (apart from the obvious fail anatomy ahahaaaa) because this is my first CG in so long ahahahaha

Anyway I wanna rave about this drawing of mine

Tools used (eiseh): Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended, Wacom Bamboo Pen & Touch

Time taken: Approximately 6 hours hahaha I pulled another all-nighter again and I haven't slept yet since I woke up at 8 pm last night LOL

Characters Left to Right: Kagewari Akemi, U. Yurika (I'm changing her surname to something else but I still dunno what to use XD), FACELESS BOY LOLL

Resources:

- Reference pictures used for both girls' clothing but there are changes because I can't draw luls (anikakinka and meago),

- Kyohei's picture for the boy lolll (just the head part though luls),

- this for the background and

- sanami276's texture.

- And oh I also used a reference picture to draw the cupcake XD

Story behind this picture (eiseeeh):

EDITED coz mah brudda said the one I typed earlier doesn't make sense haha /blame on my sleep deprivation :P

Anyway here are some points so that you can understand what's going on:

- In Japan, it is a custom for the women to buy chocolates for men on Valentine's Day.

- Yurika's birthday falls on the same day as Valentine's Day, not many people know about it

- Yurika dislikes boys on general (haha). This is because when she was younger there was a couple of boys who always bullied her and in result she was traumatic about it LOL

So in conclusion, Yurika doesn't really give out chocolates to anybody (but her father & brothers & maybe other close relatives haha). And she doesn't expect that anyone (she's not really well acquainted with) would give her a present on her birthday. The FACELESS BOY LOLL knew it's her birthday today because Akemi told him!

Oh btw FACELESS BOY LOLL is faceless because even I do not know who he is ahahaha It could be the love of Yurika's life 8DD It was my initial idea to have him...faceless anyway.

Reason why I draw this (haha): I can't remember exactly why ahahaha But I know Valentine's Day and Yurika's birthday have got to do with it. When I first started drawing, I had an image of a boy giving Yurika a present with Akemi next to her. But when I looked back at the finished drawing I thought throwing in Akemi is kinda useless ahaha Anyway I dunno I think I just wanted to draw someone giving Yurika a birthday present

Oh yeah I just remember that I have another CG I did earlier last month or this month I don't remember :\ Presenting to you, another version of Chibi Yurika!

Highly influenced by ntdevont 8D But I don't think I'll draw in this style again coz it's so hard!!! This one looks okay coz it's beginner's luck LOL

Ok I'm going now coz I wanna watch Harry Potter downstairs with my siblings haha bye bye!

Confession(s) of the day:

My birthday's in a couple of days, still no free ticket(s) to Japan!!!

Things I want for my bday: new bantals (tutup muka satu, bantal paluk satu, bantal kepala dua lah 8P, bantal siring (WTF) lima kah ahaha aku mau yang empuk2 ahhh yg tabal kapoknya baru nyaman tidur!!), buttermilk chicken for breakfast, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner and midnight snack LOLLLL

Then I dunno what else I want XD

Oh wait, how about free ticket(s) to Japan? :P

In The Red

2010-02-10T14:23:00.001+08:00

I just found out that my RealPlayer can convert videos into mp3 audio!!! Can RealPlayer do this before??

*converts all of Kyohei's YouTube videos into mp3 audio ahahaha*

As of two night before, I am officially kapih D: I just took out my last savings to help pay for some shits that I'm still uncertain whether I will be paid back or not ;\ And my mom just took my last cash too. DAMNN MY LAST MOOLAH

Recently I've been (re)reading Bleach, Naruto and One Piece. Between these three I've gotta say that the one I enjoy the most is One Piece!!! Bleach is okay, but the endless battles is turning me off. It's like reading 100 chapters of sword clashing and only 1 chapter of peace talking (exaggerating). What peeved me more is when after one looooooooong battle they'll be healed 100% and off they went to fight once more and once again on their brink of death Orihime will heal them somemore and they'll fight somemore and AHHHHHHHH. Don't get me wrong I still love Bleach though. Ahakz.

Naruto is hmmm it used to be one of my favourite manga once upon a time ago. I stopped reading (before) because I couldn't stand all this drama with Sasuke I picked it up again (after a looooong time) because I found the scanlated manga in my friend's external HDD LOL The other reason is because I wanted to know what would have happened after and whether Sasuke's dead or not. Turned out he's still well and alive. And the pursuit of Naruto's dream trying to get Sasuke back continues forever more

Annnnndddddd One Piece!! I can't believe I've forgotten how entertaining One Piece was!!! I love their dry humour the best!! There are so many fights in One Piece too but IMO they're much more absorbing than Bleach's. At least Luffy's started as strong and ended the fight just as strong if not more (unlike Ichigo :B). What more I love about One Piece is the fact that no matter how threatening the situation they're in, they will still find the time to joke around

Ok I'm starving and haven't eaten since more than 12 hours ago (been catching up with the sleeps I missed XD) so bye bye!!

Confession(s) of the day:

For my birthday I want to have buttermilk chicken (with rice yessu!! and lots of kuah yessu!!) for the 3 meals on that special day

And it's in 6 day where's my free ticket(s) to Japan eyyy??

Crappus Dreams is Crappus

2010-02-07T07:32:00.001+08:00

My birthday is in 9 more days. But I haven't been receiving any free ticket(s) to Japan yet??!?!? WHY HAVEN'T YOU BE SENDING ME ANY???

About the thing that I said I wanted to post, I've decided that I'll only post it up when the time has come *eiseh* It's not a big deal, so yeah. I'll post it up some other time -- if I still remember about it, that is 8D

So yesterday I had a very weird dream. Two, actually. Both were apocalyptic (though surprisingly enough as the dream progressed, more people were found alive instead of dying - it's like watching 2012 minus the Earth breaking up into pieces).

In my first dream, I remember waking up to find out that everyone (but a few) had totally vanished. I remember looking out my house and finding the streets empty with no single person in sight. I remember that in my dream I remembered there were something about the first wave, second wave, whatever wave.

The me in the dream remembered that in the first wave, everyone on Earth vanishes just like that. I can't really remember what's up with the second wave. It's not making any sense, to think about it again now. You see, at some point during the dream, I believe that when the second wave happened everyone started to vanish again - but how can this happen when everyone vanishes during the first wave (no explanation of whether people do come back or whatever - lol I feel like watching a movie with plot holes ahahaha)? And then at another point during the dream, I remember saying "They must have come with the second wave!" when I saw a group of Chinese people (hahaha I dunno why it's Chinese people LOL). So the second wave either means 1) it brings back people and make people gone again or simply 2) it brings back people.

Anyway, I think I'm lucky enough to be back during the second wave lol There were a few people with me too, dunno who they are though but somehow I felt we're connected eiseh. I walked out from my house (it's the same house I'm living now but somewhat different environment outside. It still looks the same --- but yet so different) and saw that the streets were empty. It was eerily silent too. It was scary!

After a string of events (what I remember the most after mistaking some fucking huge looming shadows to be monsters but not really lol), me and the strangers end up in a deserted town. We took refuge inside one of the hotels, and started taking stuffs from the nearby shopping mall to the hotel (I remember wanting to take a Yamaha keyboard too LOL).

Then some time after, a number of aeroplanes appeared suddenly in the sky. All of them looked like they were losing control, and I remember seeing one of the wings of one of the aeroplanes was crooked D: (at this time I remember saying "They must have come with the second wave!" which is quite funny if you think about it coz the second wave happened quite some time ago). Then one of the aeroplanes crashed at the construction site next to our hotel and I remember it was damn scary coz the aeroplane was heading straight to us!!! I remember everyone else was screaming for life and I was going to try to run away but all I could do is watch the aeroplane getting nearer and nearer. Then the dream started to go downhill after that.

What really happened was the aeroplane miraculously stopped before hitting our hotel. I could clearly saw the lifeless faces that were staring back at me from behind the uhh windows of the aeroplane. The next thing I know is I was busy helping everyone to check in our hotel WTF and I also remember that we were sorta shorthanded coz there were like hundreds of people trying to check in WTF WTF

Something happened again after that but I can't quite remember what exactly. But it's just something that happened in the hotel though. Like I was serving them foods, finding out we're still shorts on staffs, whatever. Rate of WTF: at first I wanted to give it ★★☆☆☆ but I have to change it ★★★★★ because of what happened in the end LOL

After all of that WTFs now I can't really remember what's the second dream all about LOL Let's just point out the things that I remember:-

- we were stuck in a world or someplace where the only way to get out of there is to use a special ticket or something. no ticket you cant go out and you'll forever be stuck inside.

- this ticket must be bought outside of the world/someplace. don't need ticket though to go in.

- the world/someplace is really gloomy. it's like the outskirt area or an underworld maybe lol but i remember the floor was full of sampah D:

- there were some kind of festivals or i dunno. everyone was trying to keep hold of their tickets as to not lose them.

- at the end of the festival/whatever, we were ready to go home but stupid friend lost her ticket so need to help her search for it. oh yeah i just remember the ticket was green, had some number of it (it was typed in a blue border box LOL I REMEMBER THE COLOR-eh wait i think it was black or something ehhh), and was a little big bigger than the normal envelope.

- then me and gang (lol) went down a sewer which leads to an empty lot (but floor still got lotsa rubbish D:) coz we believed this stupid friend's ticket might be there

- we actually had to sneak in coz dunno why if got people go there they will be branded as traitor

- then we searched everywhere and i was actually the one to find her ticket *disbelieved coz i cant really find things in real life LOL*

- then suddenly out of nowhere a number of soldiers/whatever came out of nowhere and ambushed us

- and then i tried to attack them with a toothpaste wtff!!!!

- then something wtf happened that im trying to forget now lol the dream ended there coz i woke up. never did i feel so relieved for waking up from a dream!

Oh yeah one more thing did happen but I'm not really sure in which part of the timeline above lol. I think it's after the festival/whatever or during the festival/whatever or whatever!! What happened was:

- somehow it was raining hard and it was flooded everywhere

- and then somehow i was on a ship, braving through the heavy rain trying to smash the ship into a fortress or something lol

- but then a huge wave swept over the ship and it rolled over and it begun to sink and i remember i was drowning but i was really calm about it because i know the ship will subside again in no time LOL

- but then the ship started to sink deeper and deeper and deeper and it was really scary coz i was almost running out of breath and all i did was just lying there and not swim upward!! (i think my conscience knew that i couldnt swim in real life that's why i was all beserah pada yang satu ahahahaha)

- i dont really know what happened next but i guess someone rescue me coz the next thing i remember is the festival has ended and now i had to search for stupid friend's missing ticket!!! (ehhh so it means this must happened some time during the festival/whatever and plus plus i think the festival/whatever spanned over a few days, not just in one day!)

I think someday I would want to write a story based on these dreams that I have.

HAHAHA.

Ok I've pulled another all-nighter again tonight so buh-bye!

Confession(s) of the day:

To be honest, I kinda like the life I had in my first dream LOL I mean (even though pretty much almost everyone I know is dead or whatever) I get to take stuffs I wanted from a shopping mall without paying and to top it all I get to operate a hotel and serve people that came out of nowhere!!!! hahaha crazy dreams!

It's February

2010-02-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I forgot to mention in the previous post that, even though I couldn't fall asleep, I was actually feeling very very sleepy. I ended up falling asleep after a couple of hours though.

At the moment, I'm still in the sleep deprivation phase. There are nights when I'm feeling insomniac, and otherwise. Although right at this moment aku ngantuk kan mati (didn't sleep a wink last night), but I can't go to bed coz I'm waiting for Mom to come home -- they didn't bring the house key... and my phone's credit is expired D: AND if I were to catch a lil nap I doubt I could get up unless it's 6 hours later >_>

Confession(s) of the day:

My birthday is in 2 weeks!!!

And guess what will happen in 2 weeks too?

Kyohei will be having another live with BAKALUCK AHHHHHH!!!!

So I think I know what I want for my birthday 8D

Me wants free ticket(s) to go to Japan and attend Kyohei's live thingers and stalk him for a month WTF LOL

I promise I will update soon coz I wanna post up something that I should have posted yesterday so see you soon!

/being sleep deprived makes my brain processes slower than average hahaha so do excuse me if I start sputtering nonsense at you 8DD;

CIAO!

I WANT TO SLEEP D:

2010-01-25T08:20:00.000+08:00

It's 8.16 AM and I haven't sleep since I woke up at 3 PM yesterday :(

Lately I have been having trouble to sleep early :(( No wait I think it started since earlier this month :((( At first I thought I was nocturnal (indeed I was) but now I'm turning insomniac fml.

I'm kinda missing the days when I was able to sleep in early as 8 PM and woke up very early in the morning.

I want to sleep. But I can't fall asleep fml :((

Confession(s) of the day:

I just want a good night's sleep :(( Wanna sleep wanna sleep wanna sleep wanna sleep wanna sleeeeepppp but can't fml :((((((((

Hello 2010, You Better Be Good!

2010-01-03T05:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY -belated- NEW YEAR!

My wish for this year is to get married to Kyohei WTF

On a serious noteeeee, I hope I can further my studies to somewhere. I don't want to work yet coz "Hi my name is DJ. I'm almost 22, and apart from having a typing speed of 104 WPM (lies), I'm talentless. I was a (hopeless) Multimedia student who pretty much don't know anything. Nice to meet you too."

On a more serious note, I really wish I can further my studies.

Confession(s) of the day:

Since I mentioned in my previous post that on overall my 2009 sucks muchos, let's see the reasons why. (No, nobody asked. I'm typing this just for fun wtf - I can't sleep bah!)

I dunno where to start so let's begin with the good things that happened in 2009!

some events may be missing coz im a forgetful person. and btw if you feel like im dissing you, it's just your mind bullshitting with you :) jangan tah kan perasan ani eh wuuuuuuuu

Highlights of 2009

- found shitloads of old school rpegs. but never managed to play all but chrono trigger. but then chrono trigger never finished coz got stuck plus i forgot i have snes lulz. (i just remember about it just now!!! FUCK I JUST REMEMBER I HAVE GBA EMULATOR TOO)

- rumah betambah and got my own room lol is still loving my red tabir so much though i dont really realize of its existence wtf

- kyoheibuu joined youtube. stalked him and he did reply to (some of) my shameless crappus, in English! (it's not a big deal but it) really made my day :D

- my eldest sister finally got engaged lol

- right foot got better. been ignoring the shit for months when one day i realized it doesn't hurt anymore. dunno what happened to it. srsly.

- had the chance to play The Sims 3. never thought i could play it sooner!

- bought first cheapass keyboard. now can play the first 20 seconds of FF8's Julia. haha.

- bought my first tablet. even though i still don't really know how to use it slash get used to it, i (for now lol) rabbu chuu veri muchii mai bambuu chii!! wtf

- passed my HND. result was so-so. regretted that i didn't try harder :(

wtf some got bad news in it :((( oh wells now for the oh-so-not-good & bad things. proceed with caution wtf

Downlights of 2009 wtf

- sucky 1st semester break. coz allowance of 2 months got frozen due to technical error or something. still owe myself 500BND+ :((((((((

- worked hard for a project but only to be overlooked (my effort, that is) :( really crushed my spirit. i'd love to throw a rant or two about this.

rant: regretted so much for choosing the wrong persons to work together with. should have gone with my initial decision. but it had happened and there's nothing i can do now but rant about it wtf. the project itself was one of my biggest letdown in 2009. fuck my team members. i reprimanded one of them by thanking her for spoiling our work (she was the one who admitted for spoiling things in the first place) but only to have her spat back at me and be so defensive about it. should have said 'fuck you' straight to her face :)

- was really enthusiastic of doing something great but then got treated as a joke. now got no mood already. thanks the person responsible for this. i wish your happiness ~~will be transferred to me wtf~~ i would like to throw some rants here too.

rant: hmm how to start this one. please be noted that some facts are changed (if you don't know nothing shut the fuck up). so the other day i went to somewhere with a number of me hearties. we were seeking for some guidance for this great project we had in mind. the moment i handed in my ideas to the person in charge, i could see their expression changed from :| to :|||||||||| (srsly). as they kept talking, i couldn't help but realize how their expression changed quickly whenever they had their eyes on my ideas. most of the time, i wasnt really listening but i kept on nodding my head anyways. then came my turn to project my opinion, but as soon as the word joke came out of their mouth before i could finish my sentence, i instinctively know that they wouldn't listen to me no matter how brilliant i would sound (WTF). btw, if my parents had enough money to support me, i'd never see you in the first place kthanxbai.

- towards the end of 2009, i realize that im actually friendless. because those i called my close friends don't include me in their outings anymore, nor do they talk to me. i'd love to throw some rants with this too, but maybe i should do it in another post. maybe.

fuck there is more reasons why i felt 2009 sucks so much but i cant think anymore and besides i'm hungry WTF maybe i'll add more in the future if i can remember any haha until then!

Hey 2009, You Suck!

2009-12-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

There were(?) many ups and downs for 2009, but personally I feel my 2009's downs pretty much overwhelmed the ups ;( So I therefore claimed that on overall my 2009 is suck. I might go into details in the next post or maybe not :P

Well until then, BYE BYE 2009 & HELLO THAR 2010!

Confession(s) of the day:

One of my new year's resolutions is to stop keep things bottled up and say whatever the damns that I wanna say. In other words, be a bitch OMFGLOL.

MAI BAMBUU

2009-12-23T14:26:00.001+08:00

Actually this post is titled as Random Thoughts and I was gonna go all emos and everything lol but this is totally unnecessary :)

Anyway, let me get straight to the point.

I BOUGHT MY FIRST GRAPHICS TABLET YESTERDAY!!!

I actually took some picture of mine yesterday after I got home lol but I lazy to retrieve the photos and resize them wheehee. Maybe I'll post some in the next entry or something.

IT'S WACOM BAMBOO PEN & TOUCH TABLET!! [crappus starts here]Yesterday my wallet gave birth to a tablet and it's.... A BOY!! Its name is MAI BAMBUU!![/crappus ends here]

I've been reading more negative than positive reviews of it but heck, it works for me so whatever. But I think this is my first one and I've never been using any before that I have nothing to compare it with lol It's the small size coz the medium size is way over my budget D:

I've been waiting for it for so long that I actually forgot why I wanna buy this tablet in the first place. I know I wanted it so 1) I can just draw straightaway using Photoshop without scanning hehe and maybe 2) work on stuffus for my portfolio. But eh, with addition to recent sucky incident (more on this later) I've lost the real reason why I wanna have it :S

BUT OH WELLS :D No use pondering over why I wanna have it coz I ALREADY HAVE IT NOW AHAHAA!! I can worry about it later LOL

Yesterday (last night? Coz I bought it in the afternoon and spent the afternoon watching the tutorial loll) I spent hours abusing MAI BAMBUU to my heart's content LOLOLLL I found out that (at first) it's pretty hard to navigate around with the pen. The touch one of course easy lah coz already ~~pro~~ used to laptop's track pad. But crazy what if want to use touch/trackpad to draw in Photoshop.

Here's some doodles that I draw last night or just now lol These chibi drawings is what you would usually see drawn on my lecture notes LOLL

Ok bye bye maybe I write about the sucky incidents in my next entry :P

Confession(s) of the day:

I can't stop drawing!!

I F-CKING PASSED!

2009-12-10T16:29:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA HEY WORLD, HEAR ME ROAR!

*rawr*

LOL.

01. Congratulations to my fellow CIS friends (or not friends, lol, i mean like acquaintances) who passed their HND. We'll be graduating together next year wheeee!!! And also to the rest of ITBians who will be graduating next year! Congrats Eraru, Nuyui, Aisah, etc haha

02. To those who had one or two resits, I wish you guys all the best! There's still time to revise like crazy so you guys can join us graduate together too! YOU HAVE TO REVISE LIKE CRAZY OKAY? :D

03. To those who didn't make it, try again next year and do your bestest! :) Who knows you can do much much better next year than this year? Just do your best and don't give up!

04. Last but not least, thank you CIS lecturers, especially to IMD lecturers and also my SDP supervisor for uh, you know :P teaching me new stuffs I don't understand haha and guiding me towards completing my assignments... I thank you for your hard work. Haha. THANK YOUUU!

OK tbh I dunno what to do next! Am waiting for the tablet to soon be restocked again and maybe I can start my I-haven't-have-any-actual-planned project soon! Haha!

OK bye bye see youuuu :D

*hepi hepi*

Confession(s) of the day:

OMFG I PASSED!! I'M GRADUATING WHEEEEEEEEEEE :D :D :D

IT'S TOMORROW!!!

2009-12-09T09:24:00.001+08:00

OMFG RESULT WILL BE OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

*postpones plan to clean up room again LOL*

OMFG I'M SO SCAREDDDDD!!!!

HUUUUUUUUU

Confession(s) of the day:

Eh it wasn't intentional that I capitalized my titles for the 5 previous entries ('.' )

LUB DUP

2009-12-07T13:45:00.001+08:00

I was planning to update ze blog when I've finally gotten my hands on the almightest tablet but le sigh, I was informed (a few days ago) that the new stock for the Wacom tablets won't be coming to Brunei till late this week ): which is most probably after the exams result announcement. OMISHIET. Why couldn't it be sooner?? WHY OH WHRYY? (/_;\)

Oh btw, I obtained a Pass for my Java module so YAY! I couldn't ask for more ;_; I had a mixed feelings that I'd pass or uh, the other way round coz the test 2 was sooo Level 99999999 ;_\ But I'm still thankful that I passed :) One less module to worry about. Huhu.

Something I created for my friend's birthday surprise thingers.

The funny thing is the birthday girl is not the one in the center. LOL. Made this for the printing thingie on the cake. Here's a picture of the cake:

Cake baked by Shay. Picture taken from birthday girl's facebook album :P

And this one is for the card.

Here's the card:

Made by Shay. Picture taken from friend's facebook album :P

Textures used are from ShabbyPrincess.com.

It's already the start of a new week, I haven't cleaned my room yet XD As of now, I'm busy stuffing myself with lots and lots of Reflexive games!! I've finished Sally's Quick Clips and now I'm trying to win Sally's Salon. Only a few more levels to go :] Next will be Sally's Spa! After that I'll just choose some game randomly or maybe I'll play Diner Dash lol Ok bye bye!

Confession(s) of the day:

EXAM'S RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON THE 10TH!!

APPROX. THREE MORE DAYS TO GO.

THREEEEEEE.

OMFG I TELL YA IM FUGGING SCAREDDD!!

)))))))):

Kyohei will be having his All Rise! final tour today!! I think if someone would kindly lend me their jet pejuang (LOL) and also buy me a ticket to his tour I'd still have enough time to crash the concert AHHHHHHHHHH (/;_;\)

i'll save this spot for next time lol

keywords: inda kana hargai

YAY ABIS

2009-11-30T17:48:00.001+08:00

As of today I'm finally...

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

No more tests!! (hopefully!)

No more exams!! (hopefully!)

No more appearing offline on MSN!!! (whoopss LOL)

- had java test 2 today. so damn payah yaw D:

- watched Ninja Assassin today. I'd give it 6/10.

- ate Buttermilk chicken for lunch. I'd give it 5.5/10 /totally unnecessary wtf

Top 3 things I must do within this week:

1. Clean room

2. Clean room

3. CLEAN ROOM

OK bye bye I see you again next time :D Now I'm off to play games WHEEEEEEE!!!

!! Very Very Important Dates !!

December 10th, Thursday

RESULTS OUT EEEEKKKK!!

Confession(s) of the day:

On last Friday I went to The Mall to buy the graphics tablet that I've been wanting for so long (hoho). My friend told me she bought hers from one of the shops there and it only cost her BND180 (ok what ah still in my budget).

I woke up early that morning (iski bah), and transferred some money from my saving accounts. Then go there full of hope and iskiness to buy the tablet but it turned out when I wanted to buy the pekerja there said to me "OH ITU AH ABIS STOK NYAMU. BRGKALI NEXT WEEK BRU ADA YG BARU STOK SAMPAI"

The keywords here are: "ABIS", "NEXT WEEK", and "KALI".

DDDDDD:

It never occurred to me yg barang catu pun dapat abis stok. Yg dalam pikiran ku ganya masa tu usin ku saja inda cukup kan membali. Ani sadar2 abis stok ah. Bur tam but banar uwuw. Bye bye.

EXAMS IS OBAAAHHH

2009-11-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

MY FINAL YEAR EXAMINATIONS IS FINALLY & OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!

~~OMFG I CANT BELIEVE IT'S FUCKING OVER!~~

Overall I think I did... so-so lah. Expecting passes for all papers, hoho. But I'm a bit takut of my DB paper tho ): Pasal masa tu ku nda brabis baca skali ada SQL kluar aahhhh!!!!1 Tapi mudahan jua ku pass lah, AMIIIIIIN! :D If I pass everything, for sure I can join me hearties graduate next year. I wish for the best for all of this year CIS final year students. Mudah-mudahan tani dapat graduate beramai2 sama2 next year :)

!! Important Dates !!
Java Written Test D: : November 25th
RESULTS OUT EEEEKKK : December 10th

But then still got Java written test *weeps bitterly*

~~Confession(s) of the day:~~

Impossible thing(s) to do/buy:

#1. Take out money from savings and buy cheapass tablet!! Then abuse it to my heart's content lolllll But I still need advice on buying a fairly good one. Who knows where to buy ah in Brunei? My budget is around BND200-BND250. Lagi murah lagi bagus LOL (but wait tablet nie harganya ada yg 200$ saja kan??? huhuhu)

#2. If got extra money, waste money on original Sims 3 AND World Adventure EP!!! But I bet money's not gonna be enough uwuw

#3. Play ALL old school SNES RPGs that have been collecting dust somewhere in my laptop! haha

#4. Then I dunno. SLACK FOR ALL OF ETERNITY I FINK??? XD (maybe only until results come out bah mudahan tah ku dapat pass semua nada resit or whatnots amiiiin :D)

Ok maybe I'll add some more in the near future! I'm off to play typeracer now LOL

I CAN DO IT

2009-11-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

Stuffus I typed a couple of days ago but didn't get to post:-

Today, I went to school for my MPM revision. Omg I actually missed sitting in a classroom listening to the ~~boring~~ lectures while having entertained by the oh-so-not innocent comments my fellow classmates made... hahaha!!! Then we lots went to Ms Nona's room to get our CN marks for Test 2. Unfortunately, I failed the test ~~honorably wtf~~. It was expected that I would fail, but I never expect the mark to be so low XD
BUT OH WELLS.
Btw I dropped by girlsgogames just now and I found a new dressup game!

DJ proudly presents to you the K family... Left to right: Yurika's 1st son Yuki, Yurika's husband K, Yurika herself and Yurika's 1st daughter Emiri. HEHEHEE.

Baby Miki!

Confession(s) of the day:

!! Important Dates !!

EXAMS WEEK OMGGG EEEEKK : November 17th - November 25th

Database : November 17th

Interface Design Principle : November 19th

Computer Network : November 21st

Multimedia Project Management : November 23rd

Multimedia Technology : November 25th

PRESENTATION SUCKED D:

2009-11-10T13:59:00.001+08:00

Summary of ~~today's~~ yesterday's events (at school):-

- presentation sucked because we sucked :(

- uberly shocku coz quite a number of people came!!!

- turned out because (some) wanted to see my web design

- apparently (a few) thought im a (fairly) good designer (thanks to those who thought so :D)

- but the truth is mine was a total crap :(

- a number agreed that i could have done better aHaKzZz

- i'm disappointed in myself too for not giving out the best :(

- BUT OH WELLS.

- went sulking with asma at the lobby coz we thought we did bad :(

- then we did some craps

- by craps I mean greeting and talking to random strangers LOL

- and also joked around with friends who just came <3

- then we cheered up a bit

- coz we learnt that there were some groups who had the same misfortunes as we are LOL

- then i ate spagetti just outside koperasi /unnecessary

- then we did more craps at the library (read newspaper LOL) and took pictures using asma's webcam!!!

- then we went home at 12

BTW i changed my layout coz i'm feeling sketchy!!

Confession(s) of the day:

No actually the real reason I changed my layout was because I wanted to create something... beautiful (LOL). It has been some time since I last created something and I kinda lost my touch with Photoshop. HUHUHU. So anyways as I was browsing which font to be used, I came across with the font (on the header. The name's Tommy's First Alphabet and yes I'm the person responsible for that horrid drawing XD). I decided what the heck let's just try creating something simple for now.

Interesting Story of the Day:

Say that, you, apologized to me for being shitty (and ruined my hard work), and I agreed with you (told you the truth and scolded you some more), you do not, I repeat, YOU DO NOT write me a fucking 10 pages of essay (exaggerating) telling me:-

1) the fact that you are so shitty over and over again

2) the reasons why you are so shitty

3) people who know that you are so shitty

4) past shit experiences of you being shitty

and

5) concludes the essay with a shitty statement that more or less equals to 'I IS A FUCKING HUMANS TOO OKAY. I MAKES MISTAKE AND SO ARE YOU'.

You were the one who admitted you're shitty in the first place, so why oh why do you have to be so defensive about it??? It's as if you don't want anyone but yourself to call you shits, even though it's clearly your fault to begin with, YOU MUTHAFUGGIN' SHITTER!

Please remind me to ~~shit~~ bitch slap you the next time I see you, okay?

Presentation Tomorrow OMG

2009-11-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow I'll be having my presentation for my SDP at 8.30 in the morning. Oh yeah baby I'm the first group--ARGHHHHHH!!!! Tickets have been sold out so to those who don't have any tickets to my presentation please don't come!!!! *GETS THROWN WITH SHOES*

AWAWAWAWAWA.

So yesterday I went to some of the presentations of my fellow colleagues. I think I went at around 11 or something I forgot & when I stepped into the conference room I was uberly shocku that they were shitloads of people watching the presentation!!!!! If it were me, to have more than 20 spectators, I'd die of hyperventilation LOLL

But no seriously. I hate presentations so much because I suck. The only good thing about me during presentation is my voice. I have a loud, clear voice. But I have a problem of stopping every now and then and just stare at the screen. And then I'd look at everyone and everyone would look back at me. And then I'd just stare back at them blankly!!!

ARGH I HATE PRESENTATION!!!

Wish of the day: I hope things WILL go smoothly tomorrow!!! OH GOD PLEASE LET IT GO SMOOTHLY TOMORROW!

Confession(s) of the day:

HUHUHUHU CANT WAIT FOR 9 AM TOMORROW (coz her presentation would be done by then... HOPEFULLY!!)

Feeling Down

2009-11-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so damn down man. Post ngantar project kali nie. Uwuw. Lain rasa ku wah. Gila bida brabis our website. Sedih ati ani meliat. Inda pro lagi tu usulnya macam sial, wawa. Kraja inda cukup tangan membuat (mun 100 tangan bru tah cukup tu). Sudah kraja diri kan d buat, brabut lagi kan membuat part yg bukan kraja diri. Sial banar eh. I've failed as The Queen of Last Minute --- wait, WHAT? LOL WTF.

To a special someone, mengomplen ko ah numbur satu. Udah membuat kraja cawir. Atu baru cilaka.

To another special someone, minta tulung ko ah arh ku numbur satu. Udah ku minta tulung balik macam taie ko kan menulung. Cilaka banar kau.

I don't have the mood to rant more about the U CAN DO IT pasal sial dua ikung d atas nie lagi tinggi sialnya dari si U CAN DO IT. Gugur tangga tah kamu. Mwahahaha.

P/S: I SWEAR I WON'T TOUCH ANY PHP OR WEB DEVELOPMENT THINGERS WITHOUT ANY PROPER GUIDANCE!!! Naik gila ku membuat sorang diri!!! Klu menyincau2 pakai photoshop mau ku tapi mun kan membuat website taie mu lah inda ku pandai!!

Confession(s) of the day:

The one who wants to cry, should have been me. The one who cried, should have been me too. What's the use of you crying when I'm the one who worked my ass off?

U CAN DO IT

2009-10-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

Only three because the baju and seluar sections aren't sorted accordingly to the colours so malas tah ku ingau kan menakan sebuting2 wawa

Today is my daddy's (and his twin's) 51st birthday!! Happy Birthday Daddy! :D

Confession(s) of the day:

Balik2 jua u can do it nya ani eh diam tah kau eh membari banci mun menulung bisai jua ani tau cakap saja udah atu balik2 lagi tu u cannn do itttttt nya LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH >:( maybe more about this in my next post LOL

More When Malas Strikes

2009-10-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

OMFG DJ GET BACK TO WORK!!!!!

Confession(s) of the day:

Tomorrow maybe I'll do a boy version!!! lol

When Malas Strikes

2009-10-25T21:55:00.001+08:00

Note: I was supposed to post this at 3 in the morning but the schuupid internet got lagged. (pasal aku buka luan byk girlsgogames kli wawa)

Today, aku bejalan. Skali aku ada tejumpa dengan si sial yg inda mau mendangar cakap ah. I was trying to be nice and all, tapi alum ku abis becakap sudah ku d putung2 nya cakap ku. Macam sial. Balik2 lagi tu majal nya ah. Mun bulih ku tulak ia dari tangga tu tadi tapi tadi nada betangga ah nda tah ku dapat menulak ia. Sasak ku brabis ia ah tadi. Sudah ia balik2 mutung cakap ku atu inda tah ku mau mendangar cakapnya lagi. Ia lagi ketawa2 macam si palui. Apa tah tu cakap sama aku skali ketawa2. Mun cali mana saja. Ani inda. Macam sial. Uwuw. /emos

Anyway I was supposed to do my work (which is due very soon!!!!) tapi aku malassssss. Lagipun I'm doing almost semua the fucking thing so why can't I take a night off (or two, wawa). So dari tadi ku brabis main girlsgogames.com. Especially yg room makeover sama yg dressup ah. Hehe. D bawah ani ada some screenshots apa yg ku main tadi. HEEEE.

Then I started to get bored and started to play elouai instead!!! lol

But then I got malas because it had too many pages to browse through! haha Bye bye for now

Confession(s) of the day:

Yeahhhh aku tau ani game utk anak damit tapi masa ku damit2 nada ku pernah pun main game cemani ah! XD

Mental Ku Eh

2009-10-24T02:10:00.000+08:00

Note: most of the facts d bawah ani kana exaggerate sikit utk menyembunyikan identiti sebenar pesalah2 yg sial. kthanxbai

Yg banarnya, aku ani jenisnya inda suka mengungkit2 pasal brg2 yg sudah jadi. Kalau awu pun aku mengungkit2, inda selalu. Kalau kau pikir aku slalu mengungkit2 atu pasal nya kau inda suka aku so of course you'd love to argue. Pfft.

Tapi awal ani aku emos kan mati. Mun sudah ku emos kan mati, teingat tah ku bebalik kn brg2 yg membari sakit ati ani. Samada yg pernah ku kongsi sama urg ramai or langsung nda pernah. So awal ani aku sasak arh byk brg. Macam si gila baie yg balik2 kan show off atu. Sama yg urg sial inda sadar kediri ah. Ada jua yg kurang ajar nda mau mendangar cakap. Gugur begulik tangga tah kamu eh. Ish emos mati ku.

Ada urg ani ku kenal. Awal2 ku jumpa ia atu... hmm ntah nda ku ingat apa first impression ku arh ia. Tapi sudah ku becakap sama ia atu, ada jua lah sikit rasa ku nda brapa kan suka ia ani. Pasal ia show off kan mati. Ambung lagi tu. Basar wah cakapnya ah. Sudah lama2 ku kenal ia makin sasak ku mun ku kn becakap sama ia. Pasal gerenti setiap kali becakap kluar tah tu skil2 show off nya ahh. Awu lawa tah udah stukin mu atu inda tah payah ko beceta lagi yg ko kn menjahit amas sama sutera arh stukin mu atu.

Skali ada urg yg sial inda sadar kediri ah. Masatu aku nda te reply msg nya pasal aku lupa kan me reply. Iatah ia emos pasal aku inda mereply ia ah. Macam baie. Padahal atu baru jua sekali ku inda mereply ia. Ia ku message beribu juta kali jan tah kan harap kan mereply, yg pasal perkara penting2 lagi tu yg ku betanya soalan inda kana jawab. Sial jua tu. Sudah ku ungkit balik yg ia mun ku msg balik2 nada me reply, pandai lagi tu membalas. Nda ia mau mengakun salah diri ah. SIAL GUGUR TANGGA TAH KAU EH. (haha you know i have the biggest issue with people not replying to my messages, especially if it's urgent and of top priority!)

Pastu pasal siapa lagi ahh. Ah awu pasal yg urg kurang ajar inda mau mendangar cakap ah. Si kurang ajar ani masa ari atu ku suruh ia buat barang ani pasal ia penting brabis. Apa baik ah scenario yg patut ku buat. Ah cemani bisai kli cetanya. AKu rephrase balik ah. Si kurang ajar ani masa ari atu ku suruh ia melukis komik pakai pensil dulu bru tah lukis balik pakai pen. Tapi ia mau2 jua lukis dulu pakai pen pasal ia nda mau buat kaja balik2 wtfffff

Pastu pasal siapa lagi ah. Ah awu pasal yg urg kurang ajar inda mau mendangar cakap ah. Si kurang ajar ani masa ari atu ku suruh ia buat barang ani pasal ia penting brabis. Flashback lah dulu sikit ah.

Ada sehari atu si kurang ajar ani, ia ada bagi aku info nie lah. Ia pikir bisai but imo it's the biggest rubbish i've ever encountered in my whole life. Iatah ku reject idea nya ani pasal 1) it's the biggest rubbish i've ever encountered in my whole life (majal haha) sama 2) i can do the same thing with a much easier method that produces an equal outstanding outcome so buat apa menyusahkan jiwa dan raga makai a complicated method. So aku reject lah idea nya ku cakap arh ia 'malas tah ku ingau ku tulak ko dari tangga nie karang'.

Fast forward balik ke paragraph yg d atas atu. Iatah ku suruh ia buat barang ani pasal ia penting. Klu ia buat barang yg ku suruh atu, dapat boost up sales production slajur (haha ani bukan exaggeration tapi out of topic dah nie tpi more or less it's the same story). Tapi yg sialnya, ia inda mau buat pasal IA BUDUH INDA MAU MENCUBA. Iatah ku suruh lah ia blajar sendiri and stuffus pastu d cakapinya gie ku balik tu yg ku reject idea nya ah. Macam baie. Masa tu rasa ku kan tulak ia dari tangga ah. Malangnya masa tu kmi d bilik, tangga pun yg paling dakat tepaksa gie bejalan 10 minit iatah malas tah ku kan menulak ia.

Ah ani kira yg last nie. Kn membuat kaja ku lagi. Kn tidur ku jua hehe Anyway. Yg sorang nie bagi ku paling sial lah. Pasal ia talam belapik seribu wah. Klu ku bebisnes talam nie kaya kali ku sudah nie. Anyway ia ani urg nya slalu memburukkan keadaan. Banci ku brabis nie kan kadidia ah. Sudah tah memburukkan keadaan, mana mau melayan lagi tu for the longest time. Sudah urg bad mood baru tia ia macam si taie kan mengampu balik. Nda besalah lagi tu usulnya! TBC HAHAHA ngalih ku.

Bah ok aku kan tidur brgkali bisuk or nanti ada ku update lagi. Ani banarnya byk gie yg kan ku ungkit2 lagi tapi ani mood ku makin baik tia sikit lupa tia ku apa yg kn d ungkit2 huhu Bh bye. I love you Kyohei~~~~ hahahahaha

Confession(s) of the day:

When I don't talk back every single time you mocked me, doesn't mean that one of these days I won't lash out at you. If it ever happens, I hope you'd think twice the next time you'd mock me. Because remember, for the umpteenth time, I have the damn feelings too.

ON HIATUS??!?

2009-10-10T16:52:00.009+08:00

Nah, not really. I had plenty of free time to update the blog before but meh I is lazy the very. ~~And besides, I prefer MIA than ON HIATUS alols~~

!! Important Dates !!
10/12　京都MOJO
10/13　心斎橋DROP
10/15　名古屋ZION
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AHHHHHHHH I WISH I'M IN JAPAN NOW SO I CAN ATTEND ALL OF KYOHEI'S LIVE TOUR WUUUUUUU T_______T

*unwillingly glides back to the cruel reality*

!! Important Dates !!
System Development Project Submission : November 5th
System Development Project Presentation : November 9th(?)
Khatam Al-Quran : November 14th(?)
EXAMS WEEK OMGGG EEEEKK : November 17th - November 25th
Database : November 17th
Interface Design Principle : November 19th
Computer Network : November 21st
Multimedia Project Management : November 23rd
Multimedia Technology : November 25th

I don't really have much to say so bye.

Confession(s) of the day:

No actually I have so much to say that I don't know where to begin. But still, bye.

090909

2009-09-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

Sebelum ku menyumpah or apa2,

" Selamat Berpuasa Untuk Semua Muslimin & Muslimah Di Mana Saja Berada. " :D

I'm only updating because it's 09.09.09 today!!

But eh I dunno what I actually wanna talk here. To date, I have 3 draft entries I dunno when I'd post them -- all three are random unfinished shits that I lose interest/idea to write in the middle of typing them.

& yeah I lied about updating soon in the previous entry, which is due to 1) tons of assignments and 2) I just lazy okay.

!! Important Dates !!
Computing Network Test 2 : September 12th
Multimedia Project Management Test 2 : September 15th
IMD Intake 23 Sungkai Ramai2 (lol) : September 16th
IMD's MT Lecturer Departurer to [somewhere, lol] : September 17th?
Haziq's 15th Birthday: September 19th
RAYA : September 20th???

OH YEAH. No more assignments for the rest of the year!! Our final 2 assignments were due yesterday, both Database and Multimedia Technology Assignment 2. Hell weeks of sleepless nights are already over!! Now can relax a little bit before hell weeks for SDP and exams start. Huhu.

BUT I still wanna try and enjoy this year's Raya! Somehow I'm uberlyyyyy excited for it :D Baju raya ku sudah siap yo. Ampat pasang semua. Mana jua ku kan inda iski tuuu. HAhaha. So shut the fuck up and let me enjoy my raya ok? Kau saja membuat SDP mu time first day raya.

BYES!

Confession(s) of the day:

Tapi I have to admit eh. Sikit lagi kan mental wah ada dua buting assignments due on the same day ah. Brapa kali ku give up kan inda mau membuat (konon kan menyamal macam si taie). Iatah kan sa ari atu ada urang sial mencari pasal. Aku betanya ganya wah satu innocent question, macam ku betanya 'hi satu campur satu brapa lupa ku'. Skali reply nya atu macam tah ku betanya ia cana kan solve a differential equation. Macam tah jua masa atu aku nada assignments kan d buat. Macam tah masa ari atu aku ada sebuting assignment ganya kan d antar. Macam ia saja kan be assignment urang lain nada. Macam gila baie. *EMO KU SLAJUR HUEWUUWWUWUEU* / WTFF

Random Update Lawl

2009-08-18T17:57:00.001+08:00

!! Important Dates !!

Interface Design Principle Assignment Due : August 3rd
Multimedia Project Management Assignment Due : August 10th
Multimedia Project Management Assignment Presentation : August 18th
Computer Network Assignment Due : August 19th
Katsuji Ryo's 23rd Birthday : August 20th
1st Ramadhan : either August 21st or August 22nd
Mommy's 45th Birthday : August 22nd
AIP/Java Assignment II Due : August 24th
Java Assesment Demo thingie : August 26th(?)
Database Assignment Due : September 8th
Multimedia Technology Assignment Due : September 8th

Coming Soon
either I forgot the date or dunno the date lol
Computer Network Test 2...
AIP/Java Test 2...
Interface Design Principles Test 2...

I have a couple of saved draft entries. Maybe I'll post them as one entry these somedays - when I have some free time. For now I'm taking a break from doing the CN assignment thingie. Top of my hate list (as of now): computer network ): I wanna get over this CN assignment pretty soon coz I badly wanna 1) play some games like Harvest Moon and The Sims; 2) read my Photoshop ebooks and do some graphic making spree; 3) create new layout for my blog (or maybe just make a draft or something); 4) write something; 5) draw something (naw i actually wanna draw Yurika again!!!); 6) learn to play more songs on cheapass keyboard lawl and last but not least 7) SLEEP!!!!

Suddenly I feel like I want to update again pretty soon, lol. Bye for now :D

Confession(s) of the day:

I miss Chyuu!

New Wallpaper

2009-07-21T05:39:00.000+08:00

I have some free time today (not) so I created this.

I used Kyohei's old picture from at least 100 years ago 8D; The messy block of texts next to Kyohei is supposed to form a heart shape (I hope I've managed to achieve the effect, haha. Tutorial used: here. I also used Century Gothic because well it's my first try and I like Century Gothic, d'oh). It consists of Kyohei's song titles from his "To You...", Rise and Escape! albums. Plus some song titles when he was still in FLAME. The bigger the font indicates my favorite songs. When I finished with the graphic, I thought it looked lawa so I decided to make it as my wallpaper. /what's with this boring, lifeless paragraph

My old wallpaper was this:

Yeah I know it's actually from over 9000 years ago but I forgot to take a screenshot earlier and I somewhat lazy to use back the wallpapaper and print screen alalala Besides I wasn't planning to update the blog today anyway.

And the new one:

Haha I thought I'd be missing the previous wallpaper so I also put in the graphic from the wallpaper before 8D For credits please go here.

Last Sunday was my eldest sister's engagement day. I'm not really in the mood of talking/typing (damn it's already so late bah) but here's one family picture we took last Sunday. The last time we took a family picture was when Zaim returned back from Liverpool, which I was sometime a month ago I forgot? Before that it was last year, before Zaim went to Liverpool. /unnecessary info

As usual we took pictures with us standing by order we were born LOL
Standing at the back row grinning like an idiot: FT, Me, Zaim, Liilah, Kirin, Wafa
Sitting on the chair looking so almighty wtf: Mom, Intan, Dad
Sitting on the floor lawl: Haziq, Zirah, Nazif, Nabil, Naufal

Thanks for everyone who came. And those who helped around!

Alalala bye.

Confession(s) of the day:

Boring.

Hello Again

2009-07-18T04:19:00.000+08:00

I think I am officially allergic to assignments. Up until just now I was still fine. Now I'm feeling all rajin and doing a bit of my assignment(s) but I'm starting to get itchy all over!! *scratches body like an idiotic monkey * /a college student's lame excuse to avoid doing her assignments at 3 o'clock in the morning 8DD

I feel like talking ~~crappus~~.

Warning: AOOGKFLDGIGDKGJASKSFLGJGOK!

Translation: Do not read the following, you will feel wasted once you finished reading. If you insist, do not blame me for any chronic seizure or --WAIT WTF?

What should I talk ~~crappus~~ about first? I feel like I haven't have any proper updates (but I don't think proper is the right word to use here) since forever. In fact, I don't have any proper updates since I set up this blog! Eh, maybe I did but I lazy to check the archives so I'd like to think that I don't really have any proper updates as of now so whatever.

Anyway, did I ever tell you that I bought a cheappass electric keyboard? No? I oso dun remember one why u ask... Anyways a few weeks ago(?), I bought a cheapass electronic keyboard that has 52 (or 54 I forgot) keys (loan some money from sis first then pay her back wuwu). I bought it because... WELL WHY CAN'T I? :D I only want to have some fun ok and I jealous watch watch at YouTube got many people steady durang main ah baie kali! /unnecessary

But I still can't read a damn notes though, and I dream of enrolling into the music night class thingie (lawl right). I don't get it how people can get to play the damn thing without knowing how to read the notes AND they claim that they know the rhytm by just listening! Crazy, right?? WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE THAT?? /in denial

As of now I can only play Happy Birthday, Here Comes The Bride, Jingle Bell (ok only the 'jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way' part XD), then um the first 10 seconds or less of Final Fantasy VIII's Julia---HAHA WTF 10 SECONDS. WHY AM I EVEN TELLING YOU THIS??? /what a sad individual.

Let's talk about something else. Let's talk about dreams! I haven't been talking about dreams since forever. But the problem is, I can't really remember my dreams nowadays. Well, I kinda remember my dream yesterday. I went out to do some shopping or something and I borrowed my sister's car. When I came back to where I parked the car, I found out the car wasn't there. Then I realized that I wasn't carrying anything. Not even the car key's. Or any wallet. It was a rather fucked up dream because why oh why even in my dream I wished that I could turn back time and remember what the hell I've done to the car keys. Actually there was a little flashback too. As I was thinking (in my dream) what I've done to the keys, I remember I stuck the key in a wardrobe to open the locked door. Ok now I can officially say that it IS a fucked up dream. I mean WTF I USE CAR KEYS TO OPEN A WARDROBE AND IT WORKED??!??!

The other day I dream of flying/gliding again. It's like the best feeling ever in the whole world. Except that it's not real. T^T I read somewhere before when we dream of flying or gliding or whatever of some sorts, it means that we're trying to run away from the problems we're facing. I think it's kinda true since I do feel like quitting everything especially school. But I can't really quit school coz I'm an idiot who doesn't know how to do anything /oi only I can call myself idiot ok

Next I want to rant a little bit about something. I want to rant a little bit about MANY MANY MANYYYY people who always/never seems to have any mobile credits. I think this issue will forever bug me till a new method to send free messages for everyone is invented (which I doubt will happen).

I'm always intrigued by the fact that how somebody could always never have the credits or enough credits to reply my messages or do a fucking favor for me (like I ask to do it EVERY DAY). What I hate the most next to having a power cut-off is when one refuses to reply my messages just because my cellphone provider is Bmobile and theirs is DST. The cost difference in sending messages between the two is only 10 cents. 10 fucking cents. Yes I know the cost for DST sending messages to Bmob is 15 cents per message. But if you think about it, DST to DST is 5 cents so the difference is only 10 fucking cents, right? It's not like I'm asking you to call me and listen me yak yak yak for half an hour! Ughh, bullshit. /actually I want to talk some more but let's save it for the future wawa

Anyway for crappus #4.... damn that stupid rant makes me forget what next I wanna talk ~~crappus~~ about. Oh wells, until then! BYE--

Haha but before I go I have a special message to a certain somebody. Please do not talk shit about me and write it at your MSN personal message, block me for a few days (just because you don't want me to read it) and only to unblock me after you've changed your MSN personal message to something else. I know I often said that I don't have any friends (which is still somewhat true), but I still have my schoolmates that *insert nice words here*. If you have something to say to me, say it to my face. (oh wait what am I doing reprimanding you at my blog?? Isn't that just as coward as you are?? AAHAHAH FUCK YOU BITCH).

I might be updating again soon!

LASTLY, I MISS--

Confession(s) of the day:

YES CUTI IS BEING EXTENDED TO AUGUST 2ND! ~~NEXT I WISH FOR ALL ASSIGNMENTS TO BE CANCELLED AHAHAHA *gets hit by a bulldozer* aw fuck man!~~

Hello

2009-07-16T10:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day in many days that I managed to wake up as early as half past 8 :D It's not something I should be happy/proud about, actually, coz I went to sleep at around 6 o'clock this morning. I was supposed to have assignment discussion today at 10 but something came up and here I am still lying on my dearest bed.

& then I dunno what else to say lawl Nothing interesting has been happening. I'm still stuck in Brunei, lying on my dearest bed procrastinating forever when I'm supposed to do my assignment wtf I updated because I have nothing better to do :DD (but then go update dunno what to write)

Before I go I want to share something. I know it's old (somewhat) but I've only recently watched it.

Aku suka yang awal2 nya, time mama nya marah "Ehh bahapa saja ko main DoTA ani kan!!" skali ia start nyanyi pastu muka nya bangang brabis skali aku inda beranti2 ketawa pasal bagi ku caliiiii brabis!!! Cuba kamu bayangkan:

Mama:
*buka pintu* OI bahapa saja ko main DoTA inda pandai beranti2 ani kan?? *tantang*

Anak:
*liat mama dengan muka bangang pastu start nyanyi* Aku main DoTA bah sama kawan2 ku.

Mama:
*tantang*

Anak:
*masih meliat mama* Aku main DoTA bah sama kawan2 ku

Mama:
*tantang*

Anak:
*meliat mama masih* Aku main DoTA bah sama kawan2 ku--

Mama:
*tutup pintu perlahan2*

wtf wtf it cracks me so much the first time i watched it & still cracks me so much every time I watch it again. CALI BAH CALIII. plus KIUT AHAHAHA What makes it even more funny is the fact that the mom is actually Basshunter's mama :O

BYE.

Confession(s) of the day:

Oh yeah, I heard from people the holiday'll be extended till August 3rd. Is it true?

Kyohei's 22nd

2009-06-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

It's today!!

22歳誕生日おめでとう、金子恭平-くん！ ♥♥♥

Ok lol I only know how to say that in Japanese LOL So umm, even though you're not gonna read this--ah what the heck, haha! Anyways...

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY, KYOHEI!! Classic message: Best wishes for everything you do, & hope you'll have a blast today!! More: I'm looking forward to your upcoming album(s)/single(s) (and also any new cover(s) you'll be posting on your YouTube channel 8D). I hope these somedays I can get my hands on every single copies of your releases--wait wth that's a wish for myself LOL Finally: ME STILL LOVES YOU FOREVER AND EVER ahahahahahahahaha

But eh I actually don't know what else to say so whatever?? Bye will update again when I want to crappus some more, hohos.

//edit

Kyohei sings happy birthday song to himself <3

Confession(s) of the day:

~~I'll edit this post.... in a century's time. Or never.~~ Ok, I lied :P

Mid-Semester Break

2009-06-29T11:23:00.001+08:00

I have six fucking assignments that I don't really care about. .....Yeah, right.

Multimedia Technology Assignment 2 - due some time in September
Interface Design Principles - due some time early August
Computer Network - due some time in mid-August
Multimedia Project Management - due some time in August also I think
Database - due some time in August or September I forgot
Systems Design Project - I don't know when it's due

So far my schedule for the holidays are:

Tuesdays: SDP
Wednesdays: MPM
Saturdays: SDP
Sundays: LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

Since my teammates for IDP, CN and DB are mostly the same persons (plus MPM too), we've yet to schedule for the perfect time. But most probably, it'd be on Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays. Oh, damnation.

On a very unrelated note, tomorrow is Kyohei's 22nd birthday ♥

Confession(s) of the day:

The first semester break was seriously fucked up. I'm expecting the same for this mid-semester break. Thanks for always ruining my holidays that are supposed to keep me sane. Saying I'm "a student u shud hv expected this yadda yadda ur a fucking student stfu yadda yadda" and everything do not help. You STFU and get the fuck away from me.

I Have A Friend

2009-06-12T10:11:00.005+08:00

Confession(s) of the day:

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because I reprimanded them
for the way they're treating me.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because I didn't reply to their IMs on MSN
every single time my status
is fucking AWAY.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because nobody wants to go to their party
and I do.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because they failed their exams
and I was the only one
who barely managed to pass.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because I have afternoon classes
and they don't,
and vice versa.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because that one time
I didn't have the time to gossip with them
as I was busy discussing
important school assignments
with someone else.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because they broke my PDA
and didn't even bother to apologize.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because we're no longer in the same classes.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me
because my friends are not talking to me.

I have a friend
who's not talking to me...
just because.

Quick Update

2009-06-08T02:46:00.002+08:00

(because I feel like updating)

Ever since Britain's Got Talent 2009 ended a week ago, I've lost the purpose of visiting YouTube on a daily occassion. ~~Actually I do visit YouTube everyday coz I'm still stalking Kyohei lawls~~ Anyway this evening I ~~forgot what I was doing and~~ was looking for some Wheesung's Insomnia covers and I stumbled upon this following video.

Damn man I love this guy's voice and antics. Hahaha. But yeah his voice so good I wished he could have done a full version of this. SING MORE DAN! (wait his name Dan correct what?)

Andddd a few days ago I was rummaging the Internet for some Photoshop tutorials and site upon more sites I was seeing a lot more of this Lorem Ipsum stuffus that I decided to Wiki it. Turned out it was something about demonstrating "the graphic elements of a document or visual presentation, such as font, typography, and layout." (SANKYUU WIKI AHAA). Maybe the next time I make some wallpapers or whatever I should use this and plaster them everywhere *makes silly smiles*

Anyway I wasn't supposed to talk about that. I was gonna say, as I was researching for more typography tutorials I came across this one specific typography that I've been looking for ages (exaggerating haha) It's KINETIC TYPOGRAPHY. I saw it on tv once (which reminds me, my mom used to yell for me everytime it was played on tv coz she knows i like it coz i told her it's so prettiful i wanna know how to do it also eh! ahahhaa) but I dunno what's it called. When I saw somewhat-the-same thingie on some random tutorials I felt so happy I can die (double exaggerating). Lookie at the following video, it's my favorite so far!

Ok I go sleep now I have lecture at 8 am later hahaha (and that shall be my goodbye signature starting from now maybe :P) But before I go to sleep I want to have one wish. My wish of the day is I WANT ADOBE AFTER EFFECTS whatever version but preferably CS3 PROFESSIONAL CAN AH?

!! Important Dates !!
Sudoku Java Assignment Demo : June 8th (OMG ISN'T THAT LIKE TODAY??)
DB First Test : June 9th
~~Kyohei's live thingie which I can't come op koz T^T : June 16th~~
AIP/Java Written Test : June 18th
Mid-semester break : June 26th (HOPEFULLY!!)
IMD 2nd BBQ : June 30th
Kyohei's 22nd Birthday : June 30th

OH YEAH I ALMOST FORGOT. My brother just got back from Liverpool for his summer holiday yesterday!!! Welcome home, Jaim!!!

Confession(s) of the day:

The other day I dreamt that I was on a date. It was a nightmare actually coz I was the one who had to pay for everything wtf && as of lately, I've been having dreams in which I was leading another life. There were times when I only dreamt about it and had no control what's going on, but for some other time I was really living the life and had total control of the dream. I so stress what till dream dream like this? Huhu.

YEAH WHATEVER

2009-05-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

Confession(s) of the day:

The next time I message someone and get no reply ASAP, I'm gonna bother them with messages of 'hi's at a 5-minute interval until they reply me back.

The next time I message someone and finally get a reply AFTER like 12 hours or so, I'm gonna send them a reply simply consisting of 'stfu bitch'.

Oh, I can't wait to do that.

The sad thing is, it's always the same person.

Hmmmm

2009-05-17T03:50:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking of creating a new blog layout. Or changing it to a ready-made layout made by ~~bored~~ random teh amazingest people out there. Or maybe I'll leave this idea on hold for the next 24 weeks 8D

To be honest, I don't really know what to write here. I'm updating because, well, just because. Life's been boring, dull and uninteresting. I admit there were some fascinating excitements that happened for the past weeks, but the excitements were rather short-lived :/ I was the happiest for one minute. Just as soon the minute's over, I'd found out that I'm back to the old boring, dull and uninteresting life.

On a happier note, I found my black eraser that I've lost earlier this year.

!! Important Dates !!
Computer Network test 1 : May 21st
Java assignment (Sudoku) due : May 30th
SDP interim report due : June 6th

I'll update again soon with more rant(s) & rave(s). If I not lazy or distracted, that is 8D

Confession(s) of the day:

I've been thinking too. Perhaps the reason my excitements are rather short-lived is because I don't have someone to share them with. In other words, I miss Shiki ;_\

Hmmm

2009-04-27T03:19:00.004+08:00

~~Hell week~~ School started about a week ago. On overall, my 1st semester break of the year was pretty fucked up. Reason 1) the-delayed-allowance-because-of-some-bullshit-i-dont-know issue and also 2) the-internet-connection-that-has-been-retarded-since-forever issue. Thank you to all who had ruined my 2 weeks of break and made my life more miserable than ever. Thank you. I really don't appreciate it.

Due to the above issues as well, I also had to abandon my ~~Impossible~~ Things To Do list. I think I only did like 1-2% of the school-related works that I planned to do. I didn't play Diablo 2 AT ALL so Baal's still alive as of now. I played a little bit of Chrono Trigger but then at some point I got bored (no mood) so I abandoned it too. I totally didn't play any of the other RPGs ): Making graphics was out of the question too. And so was relaxing & having fun before hell weeks continue.

This is what had happened to both of my lists a few days before the break was over...

If you think it looks fake, it is meant to be so!! So stop being a dumbass and shut your mouth!!

Some Kyohei's icons I did a few days ago or something? I was supposed to make the simple, fantastic, wow graphics for my IDP class but I seriously have no idea on how to design them ): I made the following instead in hopes of finding ideas...

Resources: here~ I used the same picture coz I'm cool like that ahahaha Actually it's because I wanted to make a variety of simple, fantastic, wow effects but I got lazy (lost the mood?) and stopped at simple only LOLS

I want to rant/rave some more but I have to stop now coz it's late & I have class later at 8 am. バイバイ！！

Confession(s) of the day:

I'm addicted to this song! It's my ringtone now hahaha

And did you know Kyohei has a YouTube page where he uploaded a clip of him playing the piano and singing tracks from his album??

Is it just me or did he have a new Hello Kitty sticker on his piano? Coz in 『夢の翼』his piano has 2 Hello Kitty stickers instead of one. AND DAMNNN IT'S KYOHEI IN ACTION YAWWW *fangirl mode* HAHAHAAAA *melts*

Keburingan Kan Mampus 001

2009-04-11T06:09:00.003+08:00

Let's take a quick look on my Important Dates list and ~~Impossible~~ Things To Do list. So far, only 18.18% of the list deserved to be crossed off. If it were to be on my study board (not that I have any), it will look something like this:

Hahahaha. WTF.

Confession(s) of the day:

omfg im effin' broke. no money = no mood to do whatnots ): ive been friggin' bored for the past few days. and predicting today too. and tomorrow. and the next day. and the next next day. and the next nex--gahhh. ani tah cuti ku yg paling siuk nie. macam, brabis. terima kasih ke atas pihak2 yg terasa. thanks for ruining my holiday. ~~FUCK YOU AHAHAHAA~~

Yay Cuti!!!

2009-04-02T10:41:00.005+08:00

(My) 1st semester break of the year officially starts today!!!

I'll be ranting about a lot of things in 3-5 weeks ahahahaha

!! Important Dates !!
Discussion & Finalization of MPM's group tutorial : April 3rd
Submission of MPM's group tutorial : April 4th
SDP's meeting with supervisor : April 4th
Semester Break : April 6th - April 19th
Discussion for MT's group assignment : April 11th
Shiki's 22nd Birthday : April 13th
Back to school shits haha : April 20th
Submission of IDP's Practical thingie : April 23rd
Submission of MT's group assignment : May 4th
Submission of Java (Sudoku) Assignment : May 30th

WTF HOW COME SO MANY ALREADY????!?!

~~Impossible~~ Things To Do:
Finish up MT's tutorials & forum questions
Take pictures of ITB's environment for MT's group assignment ):
Self-teach VIDEO MAKING using Adobe Premireirerer ):
Self-teach FLASH ):
Revise Java & finish up all the left-over practicals ):
Start doing the Java Sudoku Assignment ):
Make more graphics (Photoshop) and try to learn new techniques (i.e. BLENDING :D)
Try to practise more on drawing chibis!!! hahaha
Kick Baal's ass LOL
Finish up Chrono Trigger XD
Play the rest/other old school SNES RPGs :D
RELAX & HAVE FUN BEFORE THE HELL WEEKS CONTINUE!!! :DD (impossible LOL)

Confession(s) of the day:

i so happy now i can ~~die~~ sleep the day!!!

Final Fantasy & Random Rambles

2009-03-10T01:51:00.004+08:00

On last Friday, my boredom reached a new level in which it caused yours truly to fly back to the lalalaland of the past and stopped at a point wher--wait apakan bebunga2 jua tu aku ah. Anyway to summarize (aku malas bah) and save less space (eiseh), the other day I went into a downloading spree of some snes rpgs romsCOUGHSSS---HEEEE. What I so poor one I only can afford downloading the game roms LOLS :B

Anywaaaaaaay. As I was browsing the available list PLUS trying to recall every single RPGs that I enjoyed muchiest an eon ago, my mind suddenly flew to Final Fantasy. [BEGIN USELESS RAMBLES]I remember that long ago, I've played FF I (but never actually gotten anywhere coz boring bah the game LOL old school brabis yaw), FF II (I have little memory playing this game so I THINK I never managed to finish this one too), FF IV (I remember this game the most coz the storyline got me intrigued and I played it till the very end hohoho), FF V (I can't remember whether I've finished this game or not O_O I think I did but ehhhh) and FFVI (never finished this game because my SNES emu back then was soooo ghey I get stuck in this one place and lost the mood to continue playing huhu).

And of course I've played the rest of the series (but FF XI) too but the only one I ever managed to finish is only FF IX LOLS. I forgot the exact reason why I stopped playing FF VII, my sister finished FF VIII so I got lazy to continue playing (though I'd really really LOVE to play the game again!), couldn't play FF X~2 coz I have to finish FF X (yeah call it stupid principle of mine 8DD) but then again I stopped playing coz stupid PS 2 got rosak T___T I've played Mystic Quest and Tactics before too but never got the chance to finish the game![/END OF USELESS RAMBLES]

But anyways back to what I originally wanted to say (sorry I got carried away~~? AS IF!~~). I was skimming through the FF XIII page when suddenly I wanted to see more FF XIII preview pictures (ketinggalan zaman one me 8DD). So I went to Final Fantasy Wiki and randomly clicked on the links on the front page until I reached this page. && the memorable history starts here.

Since I'm just gonna get out of topic over and over again, I've decided that I'll post pictures instead of coming up with my own sentences XD

I fell in love at first sight when I saw this image! I thought it was a gorgeous guy at first, but it turned out to be Lightning >_____< (I recalled that I read FF XIII's Wikipedia page that the idea of Lightning is she's the female version of Cloud Strife AND is not very feminine DD:) Damn the thumbnail was deceiving!!!

Then I saw this image and Snow reminded me of Joker from Flame of Recca LOLS. Damn napa namanya Snow atu kan?? Macam nama bini2!! HAHAHAA. Then I saw another screencap and I seriously think that Snow is the reincarnation of Joker lololololol. Well of course lah seriously I know Snow != Joker bah. Joker doesn't have stubble PLUS he's hair longer AND Joker died already wor in FoR T___T I think it's because they both wear beanies and Snow's physique looks almost as sturdy as Joker's I thought he looked like Joker heh heh.

AND OMFG I SAW THIS PICTURE AND SPASMED MOMENTARILY WTF LOLOLOL I fell in love at first sight with this girl ahahahahahahaha Damn no matter how much I look at her face/screencaps all I see is HOT HOT HOT HOT written all over it! Lookie this, this and THIS! She's the hottest female character out of all Final Fantasy characters!![/biased, d'oh]

Pictures from: Final Fantasy XIII Images.

Joker manga scan from: Flame of Recca Volume 29 (I think LOL) scanned by SnoopyCool.

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The other day also I went to check my long abandoned deviantArt page and lookie what I found!!!

Fictional Characters: Urameshi Yurika & Kagewari Akemi (my perception)
LOL I know so many salah proportions but whatever :P

HAHAHAHAA damn nowadays I can't CG (colour graphic? lol) decently anymore!!! T^T This is my latest drawing... (yet to be uploaded anywhere coz still unfinished ahahaa)

Anonymous (note: not original size d'oh)
Censored with LOLs because it's unfinished and the body proportion look ugly still lol

Oh btw just in case you don't know, I have no tablet and my scanner is stupid so I did all of my drawings my using the Pen Tool in Photoshop CS 2 AND a mouse *CRACKS* (serious I did everything with mouse only >_____< ) Damn it was so hard and I've already been giving up so many times!!! I wish someone will buy me a tablet or something AHAHAAA. And I wish someone will teach me on how to colour digitally coz I don't really understand the stuffus written in the tutorials I saved and and FUCK YOU LIGHT SHADES WHATEVER I HATE YOUUUU DDDD:[/random shits wtf]

It's almost 2 am but I'm still wide awake O____O Is this a sign that I have to finish up my tutorials & practicals stuffs? XD; Okie I go now bye bye!

Confession(s) of the day:

List of old school SNES RPGs to play 8DD (in alphabetical order coz I'm a nerd 8DD)

The 7th Saga
Breath of Fire
Breath of Fire 2
Chrono Trigger *currently playing this one
Earthbound *can't wait to play this again 8DD
Secret of Evermore
Final Fantasy II
Final Fantasy III/VI
Harvest Moon (LOL WHUT)
Illusion of Gaia
Lufia & The Fortress of Doom
Lufia II - Rise of the Sinistrals *and this one too 8DDD
Secret of Mana
Seiken Densetsu III
Super Mario RPG "Legend of the Seven Stars"

Woooooooooo I know I should be busy with school stuffus but STFU!!

5 Random Facts

2009-03-05T02:14:00.003+08:00

This entry was supposedly be posted on last Sunday, then on Monday, then on Tuesday, then on Wednesday... but then I got lazy!! HAHAA! It's better yaw than the previous one coz that entry took me like what, almost a week for me to post it?? XD

This will be a long post (or not, depends on how my mood turns out later on). I'll break it into its own respective entries or whatsoever when I have the mood AND time (or not, depends if this entry is long enough to be separated). Huhu, I typed this on last Sunday AND I don't really have the mood at the moment so I guess this doesn't apply anymore? Heee.

5 things you don't know about me.

Tagged by marz.

1. Dolrani is not my name! It's my father's name!! I know I usually write my name without bte/binti (means 'daughter of') coz bida wah nda ku suka tu bte/binti ah LOL (macam inda obvious kah tu yg aku ani andang anak bini2 si Adol??? HAHA WHUT.) I'm not offended if got people call me Dolrani though :3 Panggil plang. Asal kamu inda ubah2 jadi Doraemon (atau yg sewaktu dengannya) sudah. Atu mun ku tarus2 menampar kau salah mu tah tu eh :D Cuba bah mari ku ucap2 nama bapa mu apa rasa mu kan? Suka ati mu?

&& LOLLL I JUST REMEMBER SOMETHING. You know for the CIS shirt, I put my name as "DJ Doruu". It just clicked me that it will only take a matter of time when people'll start calling me Doruu. Haha!

2. I actually don't like to share my food with anyone. Even my siblings yaw. So if kau teliat aku siuk sendiri makan nada membagi2, jan tah kan mental. Panggil tah aku karit apa, tapi sadar2 jua dih inda kau kana ajar kah? Inda tah kau malu tu minta2 makanan urang atu? :D

3. I always have the feelings that my "peers" are underestimating my Photoshop skills & knowledge LOL Pasal ada wah skali atu aku membuka Photoshop ani atau be diskusi something about Photoshop catu lah. Iatah skali aku kana treat mcm aku ani newbie brabis pakai Photoshop nada skil lah kesakaian kan mati lah konon apa. Padahal brapa ribu juta tahun udah ku kenal kan Photoshop ani. Sama sama WOOOO LAWA KLI LAGI AH AKU MEMBUAT GRAPHICS DARI KADIKAU :DDD *mental ahahahahaha* /* this is a rant LOL & I'm directing this to many person not just one person LOL */

damn what else about me that you dont know??? you already know that 1) at an extent, I'm a stalker LOL ; 2) I'm a liar ahahahahaha ; 3) I ~~have a girlfriend~~ love a lovely lady ; 4) ....eh wait what I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND??? LOLWHUT.

4. I'm not a morning person. And I'm very very very cranky every time ku baru bangun tidur. Especially kalau tidur ku terganggu (brigali)!!! So yeah kalau kamu kan behajat apa2, jan minta arah ku pagi2 pasal gerenti aku cakap NO tu.

5. I don't like people pinching my upper arm!!! Because when you pinch me, I'd involuntarily PUNCH you in the face!! Nda ku suka tu ah urang cubit2 aku atu! Abis ku antam ko tu brabis walaupun ko mencubit nda brapa. Kalau udah nyangku JAN KU D CUBIT, jan tah ku d cubit tu bah ertinya! Don't say I never warn you!

Not tagging anyone coz I have no friends XD (I do have friends but durang atu ketinggalan jaman udah pemikiran durang masih gie d jaman batu hahaha mana durang pandai nie kan be internet be blog apa ani ahahahahaha)

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Nobody actually tagged me this but I still I want to do lol

RULES : Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to anwer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl. Have fun trying!

1. What is your name?: Siti
2. A four letter word : Suck
3. A boy’s name : Seigo
4. A girl’s name : Sayuri
5. An occupation : Salesperson
6. A color: Sky blue
7. Something you wear: Stukin (lol)
8. A food : Sushi
9. Something found in the bathroom: Spendit (LOL)
10. A place : Sapporo
11. A reason for being late : Stuck d jalan raya lol
12. Something you shout : SHIEETTTTTTTTTT!!!!!1
13. A movie title : Sweeney Todd
14. Something you drink : Susu lambu (ew)
15. A musical group : S.H.E
16. A street name : Sengkurong St. (adakan? lol)
17. A type of car : Soluna
18. A song title : Sick of You (KYOHEI's)
19. A verb : Shitting

Ok it's late & I have tutorial later at 9 am so bye bye :3

Confession(s) of the day:

Mudah2an ko putus AMIIIIN!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

So I Decided To Update Today

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(Today supposedly be Monday but I procrastinated, as usual. Heee.)

*cues in Superman Theme Song... wtf whut*

First thing first, for those (who might have been) wondering where the fuck my past entries have vanished to, I've moved them to a new blog: http://xxoldenies.blogspot.com (more on the corny name later on lol maybe). It's not a new blog actually; I just changed the URL. The blog you're viewing right now is the new one. It's private btw so if you wanna get invited to read or whatsoever drop me a message or whatnots. But I'm not gonna update it anymore though coz, what's the use eyh?

I don't really have anything else to say (at the moment) except "I DUN WANNA COME FOR THE TALK THINGIE LATER" ;/

and

"BITCH WHERE ARE YOU???? I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!" DDD;

I promise I'll post more starting from....err, when I have the mood AND time ;D Until then! && owhh, I'll reply the messages on the taggie pretty soon!

Confession(s) of the day:

Things to do:

~~1) usai the codes for blockquote~~ DONE!
~~2) usai the codes for taggie~~ DONE!
3) usai the codes for the heading h1, h2, h3 and so on // POSTPONED CUZ I LAZY
~~4) usai the codes for bold, italics and underline~~ DONE!
5) usai the codes & appearance of the entry post // POSTPONED OSO CUZ I LAZY LULZ
~~6) usai the codes for scrollbar~~ DUN WANT TO, LAZY MEH
and last but not least
~~7) BUAT HEADER ATU AH!~~ NEARLY DONEEEE! (need to make some final changes AND go cram in Noguchi's bigger picture on it!!! lol)
(x

Previous Dreams

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Version 1
Designed by Yours Truly
February 2006 - April 15th, 2006
Featuring:
KATSUJI Ryo, KANEKO Kyohei, NOGUCHI Seigo, FLAME and Yours Truly x)

Version 2
Designed by Yours Truly
April 16th, 2006 - May 25th, 2006
Featuring:
KATSUJI Ryo, KANEKO Kyohei, NOGUCHI Seigo and FLAME.

Version 3
Designed by Yours Truly
May 25th, 2006 - September 1st, 2006
Featuring:
KATSUJI Ryo, KANEKO Kyohei and NOGUCHI Seigo.

Version 4.2
Designed by Yours Truly
September 1st, 2006 - October 9th, 2006
Featuring:
Lulu, KATSUJI Ryo, KANEKO Kyohei, NOGUCHI Seigo and Wakaba Ryuuya.

Version 4.3
Designed by Yours Truly
October 19th, 2006 - February 9th, 2007
Featuring:
The colorbar(L-R); Kyocchi, Ryocchi, Gucchi, Yacchi, Micchi, Hyucchi.

Version 5
Designed by Yours Truly
(layout inspired from: Damien Lockheart)
February 9th, 2007 - end of May 2008
Featuring:
Gucchi, Kyocchi, Ryocchi, Yacchi
Additional notes:
NO SHIET YO I STAYED WITH THIS LAYOUT FOR MORE THAN A YEAR??? Coughs. Urm when I created Version 6, I don't remember whether I screencapped Version 5 or not coz when I went through my folders, I couldn't find any picture. The only things that I did find is the code for Version 5. I didn't insert this straightaway after I changed to Version 6 coz aku malas wah XD

Version 6
Designed by Yours Truly
June 1st, 2008 - January 3rd, 2009
Featuring:
Kyocchi
Additional notes:
My first time making layout by using tables. Damn hard can!! This layout is actually based on my 1st year Dreamweaver assignment. (I started doing the assignment on the day of its actual deadline LOL the deadline was moved to the next day. I mustn't feel proud with this because I only get a Pass for this assignment WAHHAHAA *cracks*)

Version 7
Designed by Yours Truly
January 3rd, 2009 (i think lol) - November 10th, 2009
Featuring:
Kyocchi, Gucchi & Ryocchi

Resources:

http://mai-konfeshun.blogspot.com/2009/02/my-resources.html

Confession(s) of the day:

...

My Resources

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Brushes/Textures/Gradients:

deviantArt & LiveJournal

Artsy-Cae
wonderland__
77words
Angelikk-Icons
Desiderio
Efemeris
Ewanism

LiveJournals Community

Acme Graphics
Big Rock Show
Colorset
Fangirls Inc
IconLove

Textures

http://from-yesterday.org/plutonium
http://www.hybrid-genesis.com/

Images:

FLAME/KYOHEI - FLAME Official Site, WE ARE F-L-A-M-E, flamefans at LiveJournal Community
Katsuji Ryo - Katsuji Ryo at LiveJournal
DBSK - IdolThoughts
Other Magazine Scans - boyspaper
Anime/Manga/Games - ...

Confession(s) of the day:

~~If I missed anybody, do leave a comment at this post.~~ *editing*